kind of upset.. spent all day waiting for you.. you never called.. so i try to get to you instead.. you're working.. you finally come home.. still no call.. not even a call to tell me you're sorry you can't go anywhere.. so maybe i'm pathetic for being upset, but honestly shouldn't i be? weren't you the one that made these plans? i'm the one that told everyone i couldn't do anything cause i had plans.. and i understand  you want to work and make money.. but you know atleast give me a heads up you're busy and can't go out.. that's all i ask.. i mean, i know you're not an ass, so please stop trying to prove me wrong....

okay that was mean.. and i'm sorry.. but it's how i feel...

anyway.. i'm going to erie for the weekend to see my sisters.. i re-read mego's email, and now that i'm really reading into it.. i realize that it's going to be a lot of work.. learning my new jobs.. doing some kind of fundraiser.. our first meeting... oh well.. it'll be worth it just to see julz, erin, and the rest of the girls.. which again, ps, julz i'm so glad you're going now.. honestly i don't know what i'd do without you..